hard to admit.

Who were you thinking of? :p It's 20 of my husbands larrrr. :p 

Exams are finally over but I still don't get the 'IT'S OVER' kind of feeling because, I'm stressed about getting back my results. What a sad life. Because I've been waking up at 4am to study during the exam week, I am still waking up at 4 suddenly w/o the alarm during weekends!!!! Urgh. 

Anyway. I love FYEAHKYUHYUN's tumblr.

  

  

Haha Lee Hyukjae! You know that evil maknae's cute~~!!!

Anyw I've become a one-eyed dragon because of the lack of slp. I'm falling sick soon and I'm having a rare headache now. Bye.

Pull the fingers

hello i am back after a week or so! and im sad because all my readers have left me. bye. .____.

anyway Geog, maths paper 1, lit, english, and mother tongue paper is over. Left with the sciences, D&T, and maths paper 2. Walaoooo. Ms Maly talked about subject banding again. ._. The school should have given us the list of possible subject combinations earlier!!!! As soon as I received the list I started to study alr. :( Sadlife.

Anyw i'm fucking worried about being given either D&T or Art as one of my subjects. Fml these two subjects are the ones I hate the most. ._.

K and Im gonna wait for kbs later. starting in awhile!! :D Excited so k byeeee~

Unable to speak.

Yeah that's how I'm feeling right now.

Okay i've got to stop here because I promised myself to log off at 4pm SHARP. Bye guys. 

Wonderful vocals.

Check out my blogsongs that I'm gonna put in a while's time! I'm finally posting after 5-6 days since 25th September and 2 EOY papers have ended just yesterday and today!

Today's English, yesterday's Mother Tongue.

Mother Tongue paper.


Extremely worried about it. Especially paper1. Omg my composition doesn't make sense at all and I didn't write in the question number for letter writing! Jeff reminded me and when I told him I didn't write as well he seemed happy since he wasn't alone. Some kind of friend he is ._. Shit! I'm aiming for a 75 - 80+ grade for Mother Tongue lei. This is so gonna bring down my grades.

English paper.


I'm even more worried for this because I can't fail it!!!! All of us knows what's gonna happen if we fail English. WTFF. Omg how!!?! I'm aiming for a 60+ grade near 70 for English since i'm always at 60-over. ._. Please don't let me fail english. :( My Summary. Omfg.

In the meanwhile, Super Junior has released A-CHA MV's dance version 1 AND 2!!!! I definitely prefer the 2nd one because it's so much clearer and the camera's not shakey. Look!!!!

Do a favour if you have a Youtube account and like their video at SMTOWN's page thank youuu :) 

And .. OFF I GO! Byeeeeeeeeee~

Why did it have to be you?

This is so perfect awwwwwmyyyyyygggaaaawwwdddd. 

Look at those handssss. Look at that hair. Look at those eyes those lips that nose THAT CHEEK. OMG. <3

Im happy today~~~~~~ I finished all my homework yesterday and did revision today woohoo im so awesome. :D Did rev on Geog and Maths! (: & Once in a lifetime i even fished out my MYE papers to do tml! WOWWWW! And the reason's because I bought my Earpiece(!!!) and SUPER JUNIOR MR SIMPLE VERSION B!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *Scream* 

THAT'S NOT ALL.

I EVEN GOT KYUHYUN'S PHOTOCARD. HOW LUCKIER CAN I BE!!!!!

But I'm definitely gonna hate tml because there's not gonna be enough time for me to do D&T. Pls pray that I can complete everything by tomorrow :(

 I don't want to fall for you. 

Happy birthday mom.

Happy birthday mummy (: 

Stay strong. Sorry for being such a bad daughter almost all the time and only being able to make you unhappy. Sorry for making you cry when we quarrelled. Sorry for hating him when you didn't want me to. Sorry. I'll try my best to accept him, as much as I don't want to. Sorry for not listening to your words. Sorry for letting you down so many times. I won't let you down this EOY. I promise. Watch me prove him wrong. Watch me succeed. If I succeed this EOY, you can as well. Stay strong. Don't cry to sleep. I'll cry with you if you need to talk. It's okay to talk to me, I'll try my best to control my emotions and stop hating him. Even though it's hard. 

Hi people~ Decided to post this whole post in centre cos' i cant decide my mood today. 

The picture's so cute right? {Is it possible between us?  Esp the girl! Hehe.


School's been really busy these days and I've been sleeping at 10pm still because I can't tolerate the sleepiness after 10pm. So I wake up at latest 4.30 to compelete revision and Homework. Have been really tired and losing alot of sleep. How rare it is for me. 


And Super Junior's releasing A-CHA Teaser today!!!! They're so hot GO WATCH THE TEASER.


*Screams*

Tears.

How cute. Slacked quite a bit today. Woke up at 9+. Could have slept till later until my brother suddenly woke me up telling me that my mom was angry cos I was still sleeping at that time. Whattheheck? it's just 9 and for fuck's sake it's a SUNDAY MORNING. Let me sleep that bit more will die is it! :( I was so tired i bang into the wall in the kitchen. -__________________- Zzzzzz. And yeah waking up when i was still so tired that I felt i could sleep till 5pm resulted in bad hair day. ._. K nvm. 

Did revision on Maths 1A and Chinese. Rare! I'm sucha good girl~~~~~~

If you'd let me hug you this way.

If you ever noticed me and at least I meant something important. 

But im not. 

Uncontrollable strong feeling within.

Im so afraid to fall for you. 

Hi it's finally the weekend! Turn it up let's party on~ Heheheheh. Music Core today is a must watch. I missed it yesterday I missed it on streaming links because we had to stay back to watch 2 Thinking and 2 Enterprise's literature performance. Yuxian kept making us laugh nonstop w his crazy nonsense. One of the best joker friends i have. 

Best thing was, before we went for the performance at 3, we went to the minimart opp our school to eat cup noodles. Gossiped a lot and this extra followed us like ....... super uninvited and left out. Haha. I even asked her 'Err, you coming ah?' then she like 'Yeah okay' whatthehell did she think that I was trying to get her to go!? -_- Crazily xiasuey!

But i didnt hate her this much at first, the group of ppl always with me brainwashed me and I hate her now. Haha!

Kept joking and laughing hard then Yuxian arrived with Xinjing and joined us. Slacked like it seemed forever but there was still 1.5hours till 3. But we went up to the music room anyw. Played arnd w Canyon and told him to feed me chips cos i didnt want to make my hands dirty LOL. But in the end i did anyw. 

And later the jokes kept coming and laughed at ourselves while making stupid faces. One of the best days w Yuxian, Josephine, Pamela, Canyon, Xinjing, Michelle and Huimei (: 

Smart kids ain't cute.

Omg how cute is this!?!??!?!!!!!!!!!!! 

*screams* So cute!!!!

Anyway hi peopleeeeeeeeee! I've been slacking so much for hw again lately. So I'm gonna go work hard very soon. But meanwhile, I've been keeping track of U-Kiss Neverland comeback stages and as well as Super Junior's of course! These boys are so cute okieee. :) 

Hopefully they'd all stay healthy and Eli's knee would quickquick recover.

Dreams.

You'd never fucking understand how it feels and how much it hurts. 


You'd never know, you'd never understand. No matter how much I try to put it into words, no, you'll never understand. And no matter how much effort you put in to try understanding, NO. You'll still never be able to understand how I feel, what I think and make it reasonable to you. So shut up with all that FUCKING CRAP if you have nothing better to say. 

Life just fucking sucks and sometimes it's such a bitch it deserves a fuck.

I wish my dreams would come true. God should really know and read my heart word for word and understand it, understand how much I want my dream to come true. 

Not givin' a single fuck today.

Hellllooo peepo. It's so hard to tolerate the weather these days right? The temp feels like it shot up to 100 degrees celcius alrd. Haha then U-KISS made it worse for me by showing masculine sides of them .

*Fangirl scream*

Haha, how hot is this. Any readers here watched their mv alr!? They made me pespire even more hahah, not kidding! :p 

Oh yes. And Blackberry App World made my day yesterday by featuring many FREE themes! Haha okay I sound so market but the themes that were free on Bb App World yesterday were chio also k! I spam download all and trytrytry so now I'm using Doodles. :p It shd be paid, but i downloaded it w the title saying 'Free Trial'. It's telling me to buy it almost all the time after i lock my phone for 1min or so. But I cancel it hahaha. Bleah.

Anyway, I'm getting fed up w myself for forgetting my algebra. FUUUU. :-( 100% saddening because I previously spent so much time practising on algebra skills and finally improved, then I slacked until now. Good la forgot everyth alr :( Gonna spam PY / Pamela w qns tml. Bobian :p

&&, I'm so jealous! :( Kevin keeps replying to fans on twitter! But there's this really pretty painting done by a fan. It looked almost like the picture itself! 

Perfect painting skills isn't it?!!! And obviously, she's one of the people that Kevin replied to. 

Sigh. But good news is, NEVERLAND OFFICIAL MV HAS REACHED MORE THAN 1 MILLION VIEWS! And their comeback is on 08/09, on Mnet M! Countdown, 6pm KST. YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!! AND ELI IS PERFORMING W THEM, EVEN THO HE INJURED HIS KNEE. I think it's getting better and I hope it's getting better. :D 

0330 was pretty as well. But Neverland's gonna be one of the best albums ever. 

Neverland.

U-KISS IS BACK! HOTTER AND MORE GOOD LOOKING THAN EVER!

Haha! Look at KEVIN & KISEOP & ELI & SEUNGHYUN & DONGHO. My god why so hottttt!!!!! Hahahahaha Kevin sounds so gooddddd <3 Look at the danceeeeeeee. Heeheehee so hottt.

I screamed into my pillow again and again while replaying the mv again and again last night! Btw do me a favour!!!! Watch this on youtube and click LIKE for me pls! Hehehe thanksssss <3

Oh yes, and Heechul entered army yesterday. Okay, 2 years from now he'll be back .. (: 

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Ah yes. And yesterday, went with 2 Respect chinese pupils to the Museum! On Singapore history only, like super boring la the Museum. But the people like Michelle, Yuxian, Jasper, Jefferson, Josephine, Huimei, Thaddeus, Ron, Pamela, Vincent and many more made everything so fun! 

But some of the 2 Character guys had to join us in the bus ride and ruin everything. Bunch of assholes took pictures of us people at the back and called us Express Dogs. Pathetic thing is, he doesn't even know how to say DOG in English. Only know Hokkien. Sad laaa, haha. And even more pathetic thing is, they're such timid people who don't even dare to turn around and take photos. They want to take photos but they just flip the phone arnd and take, not daring to show their face. So sad right? Haha rats. -_- Assholes even took upskirt photos. How lowlife these people are. In the end we couldn't tolerate it anymore we just called Ms Han and told her everything. Like super funny cos Jasper even added 'WE ARE FEELING VERY INSECURE!' That totally triggered my laughing gas and I laughed till my stomach ached. After we told her that the Character guys kept taking photos. Then Idk who mentioned the word Uncanny - A word we learnt during Lit lesson yesterday. A strong word to show extreme uneasiness. If I'm not wrong. Then Yuxian was even funnier! "Canny jiejie" then I was like 'Eh Yuxian in front got one guy call Kenny sia' Then Michelle 'Uhnorh uhnorh' then everyone was like laughing cos jiejie meant sister and Kenny's a guy. LOL!

Anyway after we told Ms Han about the upskirt photos of somebody Ms Han was furious. but kinda cool when she's angry ya' know, feels like da jie da. LOL. 

Later walked on as a big group of 2 Respect students in the museum not caring to read anything on the boards or whatever. Haha we just smelled some things on the way, complained and laughed etc. We were told to go back to the same area when we first arrived at 4.10, then we went into another gallery until 4.55 and went back to school. Hehehe! The second gallery was even worse because we were only busy looking for the exit and not caring about the other informations. Hahahahah kept meeting Ron Thaddeus and Vincent on the way to finding the way out. Later we just followed them and walked back to the enterance when we were supposed to get out of the gallery from another exit. Hehehehe. :p 

The way back to school was okay cos the boys wanted to protect us girls like really sweeeettt. Heh. Jeff & Jasper were saying that girls shouldn't sit in the backrow of the bus cos it's dangerous as those perverts of 2Chrc might do sth again. Haha like super cute okay. :p 

Michelle was really funny anyway, Yuxian as well. Haha funny people!

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Kevin has replied to many fans today on Twitter when he asked which song was our favourite. :( Jealous max.